Love and heartbreak differs for everyone although I can tell you few things from my past experience, I can tell you the 6th inevitable stages you go through your heartbreak.
First? Well first comes the shock. The realization. The helplessness. The I-can't-live-without-him.
Second comes the tears. The screaming. The shivering. The lying-in-the-bed-and-I-cannot-move.
Third is usually the anger. The cursing. The blaming. The fuck-you-I-hate-your-guts.
Fourth is the fear. The anxiety. The Worrying. The my-heart-is-pounding-I-wonder-if-he-misses-me-too.
Fifth is forgiveness. The talking. The trying. The please-let-me-back-in.
The Sixth is when your heart grows colder. The ignorance comes. The repressing. The I-swear-I-don't-care.
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